I'm sorry for being weird

I know it's fucked up to say,
But I created a lover in my head,
she never went away,

& you came and filled her place,
I was overcome with glee,
so ready to wed you,
didn't notice what that said about me.

can't break a heart that's already broken,
unlock a door refusing to open,
mend a pot two times shattered
climb up a broken ladder.

Oh Darlin'
You didn't hurt me.
I was already broken.

I really am sorry for the things I've said & done
so sorry to the both of us for the hurt I've become
I hope you can forgive me, for the things I've said & done
please forgive me for the hurt I've become

Oh Darlin'
I'm sorry.
My broken heart couldn't love you.
I'm sorry for being weird.